'Tujhe pata hai na tu kya puch raha hain??Deemag toh thik hain na tera?' Sahil snapped.
'Tujhe jo meine pucha hai woh bata na ...kyu nahi kar payega usse pyaar?' he asked with a knowing smile.
'Hum log k age difference kitna hain janta hain na tu?? Woh mujhse bohut choti hain Rajat..' he said..
'Toh kya hua?? Mera aur Aparna ka bhi toh age difference bohut hain?? Toh usme kya problem hain??' he said with knowing look.
Sahil let out a bitter chuckle, running a hand through his hair. "I'm a divorcee, and on top of that... I am-" He paused, sighing in frustration as he got up from his chair.
"She deserves better,not me"
Rajat crossed his arms, his gaze unwavering. "She fell in love with you, Sahil. She knows everything and still chose you. And who are you to decide whether she deserves you or not?"
Sahil turned away, shaking his head. "You don't understand, Rajat... what I'm trying to say-chor yaar tu nahi samjhega "
'Kya nahi samjhunga ?? Tu agar nahi samjhaega thik se toh mein kaise samjhunga..tera jo problem hain na .. uss har ek problem ka mere paas solution hain...'
He didn't gave any reply on response..
Rajat smiled, as he make him face him...
'Mein batau tera asli problem kya hain??' he asked softly..
He looks at him in response..
'Tujhe bhi pata hai aur mujhe bhi ki tera dil kya chahata..bas tu accept nahi kar pa raha ki tujhe already Disha se pyaar karne laga hain' he said chuckling..
'Tere jo doh aankhein hain na ..woh sab kuch saaf bata de raha hain Sahil...bas tu accept nahi kar paa raha kyuki tujhe darr hain ki kahi Disha bhi age jaake kriti jaise na ban jaay ...' he said holding his shoulder.
He looks at him in teary eyes...
'The main problem is you're scared of attachment...hain na??' he asked.
'Tu jaa toh yaha se ...jaa office jaa..aur mujhe bhi shaanti se kaam karne de ..har samay bakwas karta rahta hain' he pushed him lightly as he wiped his tears..
Rajat chuckles with teary eyes as he pulled him into a friendly hug..
'Kitna chupayga yaar?? Abb maan bhi le na tu usse pyaar karta hain...pyaar karna kya thodi galat baat hain..' he rubbed his back..
And this time he too hugged him back tightly without replying anything..
'Bhagawan aise mauka baar baar nahi dete Sahil ...grab it in first chance ..abhi bhi time hain tere paas ...I know Disha very well ..she is like a sister to me..dil ki bohut achi hain woh...har log kriti jaise nahi hote' he said.
'Par meine use bohut hurt kiya Rajat.. uska dil bohut dhukaya meine ..' he whisper remembering her crying face.
'Toh mana nahi sakta kya use..yeh bhi kya mujhe idea dena padega..' he said with a groan..
'Jaa be ab ready ho Jaa...hum jayenge abhi uske ghar..' he said breaking the hug.
He nods his head in response...
On the other side..
Disha is working in the kitchen preparing her maa's favourite dish..palak paneer ...
While frying the paneer it immediately got tears in her eyes remember how her sir used like panneer so much..
Disha's POV:-
I immediately wiped my eyes as a sobbed escape from my mouth..
'Pyaar hi toh Kiya tha sir aapse,gunah kar diya tha kya apni true feelings confess karke??' she whisper as her voice gets heavy ..
'Rona nahi Disha..bilkul rona nahi...nahi toh maa ko shakh ho jayegi ki hum dono k beech kuch hua hain..' she murmurs to herself..
After turning off the gas ..I went to the sofa..to give the medicine to maa as it was time for it..
'Teri tabiyat thik hai na munni??' i startled as she caressed my cheek..
I gave a fake smile to her, 'Haa maa aap aesi kyu puchi rahi ho??'
She frowns, 'Nahi tu toh kaam jaane mein kabhi miss nahi karti aur abhi itne din ho gaye..tu Sahil beta k ghar nahi jaa rahe..sab thik hain na??'
I caressed her palm, 'Haa maa sab thikh hain..sir bas ghar pe nahi hain..isliye' I lied to her.
She nodded her head in understanding.
Suddenly door bell rang.
'Abhi kaun aay is waqt?' i murmurs as its a odd time.
'aap baethiye yaha,mein dekhti hun'
With that I grabbed the chunni and wrapped it around myself..
Author's POV:-
As Disha opens the door, she gets shocked to see Sahil sir and Rajat bhaiya behind him.
Sahil was staring at her intently and she just broke the eye contact ignoring him.
'Kaun hain munni??' a voice broke her out of the trance as her mother came there..
'Woh Rajat bhaiya and Sahil sir aaye hue hain..' she whispers.
'Toh unn logo ko ane de andar .. kya darwaze k saamne khari hain??' her mother scolded her and she immediately nodded letting them enter inside..
They both take blessings from from her mother by touching her feet..
'Aree khush raho bacho..aao andar aao ..' she smiled guiding them inside.
Disha was silently standing beside where mother was sitting and not even once she looks at Sahil..and on other hand he was desperately wanting her to look at him even once..
'Kuch kaam k liye gaye thein kya beta ..Disha bata rahi thi aapke baare mein??' she asked..
Sahil gets confused hearing her but soon understand that she lied to her..
He nods his head, 'Haa aunty office k kaam k liye gaya tha bahar..waise aapke tabiyat kaisi hain?? Medicine time k time le rahi hai na??'
She laughs, 'Haa beta ...agar mein bhul bhi jao na lena..yeh meri munni hai na..use sab kuch yaad rehati hain..'
Both Sahil and Rajat smiled hearing it ..
'Mein ati hunn ' Disha said as she left from there.
Disha's POV:-
'Ab kis kaam k liye yaha aaye hain aap ?? Ab toh mein aapke ghar jati bhi nahi hun toh yaha kyu aaye hain tamasha dekhne k liye haa??' i murmurs angrily while folding the dry clothes from the verandah..
'Maa thi na isliye kuch nahi boli nahi toh aapko ghusne nahi deti ghar mein...' i blabbers as tears came out my eyes..
Author's POV:-
Sahil by taking an excuse of going to washroom ..he looks for Disha here and there. At last he found her standing in the verandah blabbering non-stop with herself while folding clothes..
By hearing the sound of crutch on the floor, her hand immediately got froze what she was doing as he slowly came and stand behind her silently.
'Disha?' he calls her but in response she didn't gave any reply..
'Aap yaha kyu aay hain ??' she asked.
He looks at her guiltily..
'Mujhe maaf kar doh Disha...usse din meine Jo tumhare sath behave Kiya..'
She cut his words, 'Maa aur Rajat bhaiya niche aapka wait kar raha hain...aapka kaam ho jane par niche aajaiye ga' with that she was about to go..
But instead he wrapped his arms around her neck from her behind as he rest his head on top of her head with closed eyes..
'Maaf kar doh na Disha last time' he whisper with broken voice..
He could feel her body shaking with each sobs,she tries to control..
'Please..' he whisper ..
And that's it.
She turned around in speed as she hugged him tightly wrapping her arms around his torso crying loudly.He too pulls her close wrapping his one arm around her shoulder..
'I am sorry Disha ..' he whispers.
She shook her head crying..
'Tum toh jante ho na ki mere liye kitna tough hain inn sab pe second time trust karna...uss time mein nahi samaj paa raha tha ki mein kaise react karu..' he responded rubbing her back..
'Mein toh bas apna feeling aapk sath share Kiya sir...in return I didn't expect anything from you..kyuki mujhe pata hain aapk liye dubara yeh sab cheez bohut difficult hain accept karna..' she asked in broken voice..
'Aur aapne kya kiya ..bata diya kal se ane ki koi zarurat nahi hai..aapko pata hai meine aapko kitna miss kiya??' she sobbed clutching his shirt .
'I am sorry...so sorry' he whisper kissing her forehead lightly..
'Will you give me one more chance ??' he asked
She broke the hug as she palms his both cheek and chuckles with teary eyes..
'Yeh toh mujhe puchna chahiye tha na sir .. kya aap denge ek mauka to being a part of your life?? Aapko woh pyaar and respect de saku jo aap deserve karte hain? Denge ek mauka??' she ask with tears..
He got choked with words and could only nod his head, 'par Is baar mera dil tootne mat dena Disha..bohut mushkil se jora hain iss dil ko'
She shook her head, 'Bilkul bhi nahi sir ...woh din kabhi aayegi hi nahi ... thankyou' with that she kissed all over his face..his cheeks ,nose , forehead,both eyes ..
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